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In a mood to blog [Jan. 27th, 2011|01:53 am]
It's like the time of the month again where I start to think about what am I doing in Economics.

Really sucks to have this kind of thinking. 

It's like I really wanna travel around the world and have the best job which will give me the best money. But nothing comes so easily. You gotta work hard to earn it. 

Really, seriously, school is so demanding and I am getting so sick and tired of it. It's only semester 2. Why can't I get my electives that easily. I have been wasting my freaking time on STARS for the past three days trying to get one damn elective. Just one elective and it's taking so much of my time.

Why am I not smart enough to do math or science or anything else, so I can add anything I want without having to worry that I might not do well at all. 

It all boils down to GRADES. 

I am not a person with great brains to do things which will make me really successful. Just so tough sometimes. 

It's 1.45am now. 

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Party over. [Jan. 20th, 2011|03:14 am]
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

Why do I feel so sad right now. Feeling so empty.

I am done
Smoking gun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried
Oh, how we cried

Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2011|12:16 am]
[Current Mood |nervousnervous]

Oh dear god,
Results will be out on Tuesday. I really do not wanna remind myself of this day but sigh. 

I really need to face it.

But if you put me to it, you will bring me through it right? Please, I don't wanna see bad results even though I am expecting the worst already. 

Let me have more faith in myself.

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Last of 2010 [Dec. 31st, 2010|08:22 pm]
[Current Mood |ditzyditzy]

2010 has been a pretty good year even though the last 2 weeks have been a disaster for me; dealing with emotions, school and what not.

Several Highlights of my life in 2010.

1) Turning 21 in January was the best thing ever. It's like having the key to the world. Liberation is unimaginable.

2) Getting into Ernst and Young was really awesome too. I was slogging away in the office 24/7 but at least people in the sentosa room kept me sane. Really glad to have met them. The six months were really fun!

3) I received a letter from NTU saying that I have been accepted. OMG can't imagine.

4) Stepping into Europe and flying to Europe by myself for the very first time. oh and I had to take the subway all by myself to find the hostel. the most unforgettable experience ever.

5) Getting into pageant. Even though I embarrassed myself big time on stage. Missed Ryan's birthday. one of my saddest days in the year ever. 

6) Buttered for the first time! yay it was awesomeeeeeeeee.

7) 31/12/2010, saw me battling with emotions on whether I should go countdown later.




Have a good new year everybody!
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2010|11:41 pm]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

I really do hate this kind of feeling.

It's like whenever I think about it, I will start to tear.

School is vexing enough. Exams are killing me. I really want to focus on my studies and nothing else.

geez, just let me get pass this period and let christmas come soon. please.
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College is just high school with more expensive books [Nov. 1st, 2010|09:24 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

It's time to study real damn hard now.

I must stop hating school because I will end up doing damn badly for my exams. But I really can't stand teachers with strong Vietnamese or China accent.

Assignment 1 for craft of writing is demoralizing enough. Not completing the tutorial which I am supposed to hand it in today makes it even worst.

Right now, I need some booze. I really do.
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Eat, Pray, Love [Nov. 1st, 2010|01:22 am]
I am damn tired of ending things on a bad note every single weekend.

So, I pray for the better.

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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2010|09:43 pm]
I miss blogging. But every single time, I procrastinate.

I am seriously getting so damn lazy and I feel like I am actually wasting my life away. I get so bored easily. Nothing really interests me.

It's the 7th week in school. I know, I can't believe either. I survived these 7 weeks of school. But of course, I struggled in all the lectures and tutorials every single fucking day.

Everything is moving so fast.

Pageant was embarrassing. I wished I didn't have to go through that!

Everything hasn't really been going the right way. I can't wait for recess week. It's the only time for me to mug mug MUG!

I need some lucky stars.

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First week of school [Sep. 9th, 2010|08:52 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]

You know what,

it's only first day of school and I am not able to catch up. What's worst to come?

I am seriously damn stressed out.

I need a math tutor right now. My brain is not working and has not been working for a year. I really need to work a little harder. Economics is an effing hard degree to take.

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First night (Part 2) [Sep. 1st, 2010|02:18 am]

Just came back from supper and monopoly deal. I feel so sinful right now! People don't sleep until 3 or 4am in the morning.

Because they are actually having fun behind closed doors. Mahjong, HTHT, drinking and all sorts of other fun!

Alright, I am off to bed.
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